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Oh man oh man - I am so flipping tired! Not slept much this week. Grrrrr. Shall have to start taking herbal sleeping tablets again. Organising a disco for tomorrow - so much fun. Just hope that it goes well - it is instead of halloween - for children from the church. Moving house soon - Caterham is just too far out - if it is late at night, difficult to get home as the walk is quite dark. Met up with my cousin at the weekend which was lovely - slipped back into a broader cumbrian accent. We managed to do lots of London places - went to Oxford street and it was just manic - never going back there on a Saturday ever again. Bought some fairy wings for a saints and angels party on friday - was wanting to go as an ironic saint but seems too much effort and money - also want to look and feel girly - was going to go as St Cuthbert (cover myself in custard) - well it works if you have a lisp. Or St Francis with lots of soft toys stuck to me. Might still go as him. Rightiho - gonna go and try and sleep. Shall pop some herbal pills x

Purley

Church - how great is church? Blooming great, that's what it is! God - how great is He? Flipping fantastic! Been praying lots recently (because I am super-duper holy!!) - because we've been doing a 24-7 prayer thingy and have just felt so filled with a sense of peace and such joy! Getting to know some wonderbar people too. Its only with hindsight that last year and all of the rubbish that happened there is made sense of. Had to go through it in order to be ready to do the job that I am doing now - God was building me up to prepare me for now.

Loving working with kids - so much fun. Loving working in an office too - missed that. You can go to the toilet whenever you want when you work in an office - can't when you teach.

So much sad news at Church at the moment - people involved in accidents, people dying and stuff. It is weird that it comes just as the prayer shop closes. The prayer shop was where 24-7 was held in Purley, just under our offices. I miss it so much now - it is strange to walk past it now and see lights turned off - it looks so empty. Really felt God there. Not that He is not in other places - just a real sense of Him there.