I realised after blogging last night that the clock on here is out of sync so when I talked about having had a lazy day and the time said 7 something am, it was much, much later. True story. Went to King's Church today. Had a good old worship session. Love it. Sometimes worry though that when we are worshipping, I am not really worshipping - I sing along without really thinking about what I am singing or more importantly, who I am singing to. Talk was good - on the feeding of the 5000, emphasising the importance of community. Also had communion - have not done that for ages. Was truly lovely. Recently been feeling a lot closer to God. Not because I am actually any closer but because I have forgiven myself for something I have been feeling guilty about for ages - that guilt was keeping me away from God - I allowed it to if that makes sense. I just feel like a massive great big weight has gone. Legs still patchy but almost normal looking. Will not be long before I am pasty once again. Counting down to half term - two weeks to go - yippeeee! Also, only nine more working weeks before I finish at the school. Have interview for a post as a children's worker in Purley, Croydon. A new beginning. Saw an ugly dog today. Made me think of my Dougal who isn't ugly but is a dog. Here is a picture of him. He is my stair friend. I tell him everything when I go home to Carlisle - we sit for ages and I just go on and on and on and he just sits and gets bored. And I sing when I take him walking and noone in near. And skip. And make him sit outside the playground as I swing on the swings.